If I’m honest, today was one of those “why me?” days, where I wondered how life ended up this way. I restarted the clinical trial (eFT508), both the oral pill and the added immunotherapy infusion. I’m happy to be back on the trial in hopes that it improves my health. However today was mentally exhausting as I had several anxiety attacks. I basically had anxiety over the anxiety that the drug causes. Luckily they drugged me up enough, so I could rest and relax, with my Nan by my side. ❤️ and @beardedtunes tunes knows how to cheer me up and he surprised me with old school Nintendo so I can play Super Mario Bro. like a boss and forget about reality for a bit. G2G now and save Princess Peach! 💙😪🎮👸🍑 #lovestoner
As I lay on the table about to get my second dose of radiation, a song that had been running through my mind for the last few weeks suddenly came over the room. The lyrics began, as the machine orbited around me like the earth to the sun. ••• “Welcome to your life” ••• accurate, both literally and figuratively. It was a needed reminder that cancer will always be a part of my life, and that I’m still here living my life in spite of the bastard tumors. I’m fortunate that life is still welcoming me to breath, to see, to feel, to love. And although I may be in a lot of physical pain, I’m going to continue to #livemoore each and every day. 💙💥🎉
